Lori

I met Lori on a girls night out. My friend Amber and I once a week would go out together for a girls night. We sat at the bar in Fort Worth and sat next to 2 other ladies Lori and Phil. The rule had it, 4 or more girls got free appetizers. We joined together and got our free food. Afterwards we went bar to bar hanging out as girls night went on. All of this was shortly after Sean’s suicide so Amber told Lori what was going on...

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My Blog Before “The Blog”

I talked to Sean’s mom last night for the first time in months through chat. Last night I had some really weird dreams about Sean and I kept waking up throughout the night. I started having really vivid and weird dreams a few weeks ago. They actually started with my dog Kiara.  In my dreams my mom found her. When I woke up, I really thought for a few minutes that it was true. Reality set in and I knew it wasn’t the case....

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Case of the Mondays

It is the start of the week. Monday… Every day I go to breakfast at the Rice Palace here in Crowley. There I have started to know a lot of the people that are there. When I talked to them this morning, I heard many complaints because it was back to work. I often wonder why is it that we wish our life away? What if today was the last Monday you had, would that change your view? Monday is a variable that we can’t control. I...

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Seeing Strength
Sep22

Seeing Strength

So today we are getting ready to go to a wedding. We are taking the horses and buggy/wagon for the wedding party to ride in. As we were getting ready we tied the horses  to a tree. I thought about how easy it would be for these huge animals to break the small rope that was keeping them in place. I came up with the quote “Sometimes you can’t see what is holding you in place but if you recognize your true strength you could...

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