Disappointments in Life

We are taught as part of society we need to be “productive members”. At first introductions one of the first things people want to find out is “what do you do”? I remember in high school thinking my dream of being a police officer. They symbolized protectors and keepers of the peace. Given my personality that I have always felt like a leader, this is exactly what I wanted to do. It was my way to give back and...

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What if Money Didn’t Matter?

I just got a note from my pen pal Jimmy. He must have psychic abilities because he sent me this video: So I always ask the question: What would you like to do if money were no object? How would you really enjoy spending your life? Well it’s so amazing as the result of our kind of educational system, crowds of students say ‘Well, we’d like to be painters, we’d like to be poets, we’d like to be writers’ But as everybody knows you can’t...

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All We Need is Love
Jan07

All We Need is Love

Today is going to be long as I have a lot on my mind. Every moment we chose what we do with our time. I have learned that we have to accept ourselves and those around us. At the same time, we must stay true to who we are when we run into obstacles. That takes perseverance. A lot. So… I sit here and think about when I was a kid and how I have grown. I am older now but somewhere in the midst of growing my heart got torn up and my...

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Act of Valor

I am back in Louisiana now. It is crazy how much I missed this place. When I got here it was like I hadn’t been gone at all. There is so much going on and so much to write about the past few days. I will start writing it all out soon so be ready for long blog posts but for now I am going to keep things simple. Today I sat around and watched movies, I am heading to the store soon so I can cook because for some reason that is...

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My Blog Before “The Blog”

I talked to Sean’s mom last night for the first time in months through chat. Last night I had some really weird dreams about Sean and I kept waking up throughout the night. I started having really vivid and weird dreams a few weeks ago. They actually started with my dog Kiara.  In my dreams my mom found her. When I woke up, I really thought for a few minutes that it was true. Reality set in and I knew it wasn’t the case....

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