Let Me Get Something Straight…

As I sit here in the cafe I call my ‘office’ it takes so much not to break down and cry or scream at the world. So, let me get something straight to those that think you know best…. (Starting Rant) I do not fully understand the world around me I fear getting hurt I don’t know what is best for me I am who I am Guess what? SAME GOES FOR YOU!!!! Every day right now is a battle for me. Why? I experienced...

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Make Your Mark

I am at a pivotal moment in my journey. I have to stop to make some money much sooner than I had planned. Someone owes me a lot of money and since I moved out of Texas they aren’t paying back. They know the only way I can get it is by going back. I have the legal documents they signed agreeing to pay. A part of me says they shouldn’t be able to get away with this, the other side says to pick my battles wisely. To me, money...

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First Time

I left Jersey and drove to Virginia. Annie’s birthday is today and I told her I would do what I could to be there, so here I am, back in Virginia. Wine bar and bonfires coming right up… I am going to put myself out there, this is a moment where I want to keep it to myself but what is life without happiness and struggles? Yesterday I stopped in DC on my way through to have dinner with someone that claims to be my biggest...

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My New Passion

I share a lot of thoughts and intimate details about who I am. I want to share them because it helps me sort through my thoughts and I also hope to connect with others who might be facing similar situations both good and bad. Writing helps me think about life in a different light. It is a high and an addiction. What most people don’t understand is how raw it makes a person feel. I feed that way because I am putting myself out...

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