Being amazing isn’t something that is easy. If it was, everyone would be amazing. There is always struggle involved and if you don’t believe me, ask anyone that you think is amazing. I do know when something is hard to reach, yet you’ve worked your way to the top, you’ll do that much more to make sure you never lose it.
Life’s problems wouldn’t be called hurdles if there wasn’t a way to get over them. ~Unknown
I do know that if you settle for less than you know you are capable of or less than you deserve, you will never get where you want. The key is to never give up on yourself. Even if others have, you can’t let them define your worth. We are here to find our own way in life. You will never be happy if you live life for someone else.
I think the hardest thing for me personally to come to terms with is feeling ashamed of how I feel. I remind myself that I can feel whatever comes my way. Allowing myself to feel is allowing myself to be alive. Sometimes I compare myself to others. I am always disappointed. I have always felt different. Never really “fit in” anywhere. Sure I get along with most people but it isn’t the same.
It is my journey and my life. Sometimes I expect others to understand yet they have never been in my shoes. That is a hard concept for me to grasp. All I know is that life goes fast. It is important that I work towards something that gives me meaning. Someday I will look back at life, I am doing my best to make sure it is a life worth watching.